Ray of New By: E. L. Todd
"She picked him.
Because I waited too long to get my shit together.
This is all my fault.
I need to get out of here. I need to start over.
I need to get over her.
So I'm moving back to New York.
I'm going back to my old ways. Lots of sex. Lots of alcohol. Lots of fun.
Until I meet Austen."